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CSR Compilation #2

by Confusion Specialist Records

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Não há mais uma gota de intensidade em mim. Sinto-me impotente em meio à lentidão dos dias. Tento cortar-me com palavras que não são afiadas, enforcar-me com frases que não formam nós.
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See the world go by and pretend that its not all just a waste of time, Can't you see you've already made a scene? We've all gone insane, A constant shrieking pain in my fucking arse, Let me off, There's 4 hours to go and now Im all alone and I can't bear this shit anymore, Staring at the door, The baby hates the train but the train just hates it more Come and plant your seed and see that we don't fucking need it and I forgot to mention the parents 'cause those motherfuckers are tweaking What Im seeing I can't believe and I am ready to snap, ready to crack, Drawn faces, blood shot eyes You couldn't care if it lived or died Wake up, wake up, wake up you fucking pussies You had one job to do so get the fuck up off the ground (you piece of shit) You're fucking useless, Let your world sink in, I never thought that you could be so empty, Watch your life wear thin, Shooting up your fucking life for no gain, We sit quietly watching this junkie swallowing their fucking soul, In one gulp, My heads about to split I hope you fucking know, Save the baby, Slay the parents, Do the world a fucking favour, Let us go, I don't care I just wanna sleep, ARRGH! Staring at the door, The baby hates the train but the train just hates them all, Preach it no more, Im sick of fucking hearing about the scumbags and the whores, Leeches, leeches… EXTINCT! Dip their bodies into salt so we can dry them out before they rot credits
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Anoche soñé que me caía por un pozo, no era muy profundo ni muy pantanoso, igual en mil pedazos me rompía la cabeza y me desperté con sólo una certeza: Ya no quiero que nadie me ayude. Ya no espero que nadie me ayude. Ya no anhelo que alguien me ayude. Ya no flayo que un ovni me chupe. Si hoy me rindo no es de cobarde, me ofrecieron lo que no podían darme. No me importa, no hay problema, todo bien; tengan más cuidado la próxima vez. Karma. VOY POR LA VIDA ZARPADA EN PERDIDA, ESTOY RE REGALADA Y A LA VEZ VACÍA. YA NO QUIERO QUE NADIE ME AYUDE. YA NO ESPERO QUE NADIE ME AYUDE. YA NO ANHELO QUE ALGUIEN ME AYUDE. YA NO FLAYO QUE UN OVNI ME CHUPE. Ay diosito santo, bajamelá del cielo, alguna droguita que calle este cerebro. Papá, vení, calmate, no te pongas triste, pero explicame para qué me trajiste. VOY POR LA VIDA ZARPADA EN PERDIDA, ESTOY RE REGALADA Y A LA VEZ VACÍA. YA NO QUIERO QUE NADIE ME AYUDE. YA NO ESPERO QUE NADIE ME AYUDE. YA NO ANHELO QUE ALGUIEN ME AYUDE. YA NO FLAYO QUE UN OVNI ME CHUPE. Papi no llores. VOY POR LA VIDA ZARPADA EN PERDIDA.
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hiding out in closets i know that you saw me couldn't call you back for a whole month too busy trying friendships with former lovers but they don't care about me the way that you do but i don't care about me the way that you do don't know why i'd shut the door on a good thing i just can't tell if this is for me again so blinded by these kind of feelings once im alone i'll sabotage us both i get so scared of being hurt but in your bed i meant what i said
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Сквозь проспект в черный дом. Там где ты - черно даже днем. Очередной променаж из сегодня в завтра. Снова стираются кеды о чешую асфальта. Потерянный в лабиринтах притворно уютных домов. Приторный диалог, ни с кем, ни о чем. Понимаю, что проебываю молодость в зазеркалье перевернутом вниз головой. Среди вечного холода красивой гавани. Без надежды, без работы. Сбитый с пути. Слюна между наших губ. Без этого я холодный труп. Просто утонуть в океане твоих волос. Мягких светлых волос. Просто позволь вдохнуть этот запах еще хоть раз. Дай мне прильнуть к твоему лбу. Между пальцев скользит идеальная гладь волос. Светлых твоих волос. Вдохнуть бы твой запах еще хоть раз. Through the house's black avenues. Where your blackness eats everything even during the day. Another promenade from today to tomorrow. Again shoes eroded by scaly asphalt. Lost in the maze of falsely cozy homes. Сloying dialogue, with anyone about nothing. I understand that my youth is fucking gone. Through the looking glass upside down. Among the eternal coldness of the beautiful harbor. Without hope. Without work. And led astray. Drool between our lips. Oh, without it I am a cold corpse. Just drown in the ocean of your hair. Soft blonde hair. Let me breathe that smell once more. Let me caress your forehead. Between fingers glides perfect hair. Your blonde hair. Breathe that smell once more.
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nothing has ever changed for us but we are making this hole worth living in
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and I was shot with broken dreams a broken heart just find a well a throw me in it
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PKWST - 04 08:07
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You've heard all of this before "Stay strong, stand tall" You're sick of bullshit talk I'm sure But please just try to hear me out We can do this together if we try It's hard to believe I know But I Promise you I'll always Try my best To keep you from the void Forever I will hold You in my heart
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Odotan, kunnes biologisen tietokoneeni muisti hajoaa ja hukun yöhön minä odotan, kunnes biologisen tietokoneeni muisti hajoaa ja hukun yöhön
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Not too long, i've been setting these lines down, with no intentions or reasons to say. Even though i wanted to hold it all together, but i had to kill it so, i guess it's okay? (x2) (Fuck), my brain's not turning up. (Fuck), my heart's pumping up. (Fuck), two lanes, up in flames. (Fuck), i'm trying to find my way. The thing's i'm always asking, who would even expect it. Two hooks for two strings draw me around, it makes no sense. All i cared about is how to feel, At any moment there's nothing to appeal, Same old days, same old crimes, I'm fully dug out, but everything seems so unripe. To shreds with The velvet curtain Get burned inside with acids. Each nail pulled out after one lie. Hearts stops and lands into my hands. (No!) It's so (No!) Lugubrious (No!) To think (No!) that you're not alone. (x2) Go ahead and try to take me and i will never tell on you with your pretty little lies. But it's oh so great and oh so cool it makes me think that you're the best tool. (x2) To shreds with The velvet curtain Get burned inside with acids. Each nail pulled out after one lie. Hearts stops and lands into my hands.
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You even declared for our own sweet benefit, thus bringing your pin cushion fetish for the best of it. But then you proceed to set my face on fire, the scars themselves will expose you, you fucking liar.
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when your self-acclaimed critique is only a copy of what has been said by old white males a long time ago, it‘s not criticism but awkward fandom at best. when your struggle is one that you adopted from people who face oppression you just show much about your abscene of ever expiriencing being oppressed. 
why don‘t you just choke on your arrogance can‘t you just let the ones speak who you pretend to defend an opinion on everything, but in the end you have nothing to say complex speech, hiding your self centered bullshit only read and discuss things that support your convictions it‘s easy to put on an intellectual image when it's hollow and there is nothing in it if only one perticular kind of oppression is worth being fought your political intentions are nothing but a sick joke.
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i watched you get dressed as you gathered your things, i realized i never knew the feeling of not wanting to leave, no one's gonna look at me the way you do, i don't want to speak in we used to's, so here is my heart, all i meant to give to you, laced with lines from all our songs, forever yours, forever like the stars
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Ни ты, ни я, никто из нас Не выйдет отсюда живым. Блеск и бездна волчьих глаз И решимость всё довести до конца Самим, самим, Обнажая свой звериный оскал Человеческого лица. "No one here gets out alive". Neither you nor me Will get out from here alive The sparkle and the abyss of those wolf eyes And the determination to see it through By ourselves, by ourselves Baring teeth of human face.
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released June 15, 2016

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