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Intro
02:01
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2. |
Existence Is Futile
01:05
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Stuck in the routines of the everday
Not evolving, standing still, asleep forever
Existence
Existence is futile
Somedays getting up seems like a victory
But as the day goes by, I'll get knocked down again
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Hell Is Myself
01:17
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Jean-Paul Sartre said that hell is other people
But I can't relate because my hell is inside me
I don't need any help from the outside world
I am fully capable of taking myself down
Hell is myself
All my hopes and dreams reduced to fears and doubt
Self hate and resentment forever and always
I never fail to cut myself short
I am my own personal hell
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Constant Pressure
01:18
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Look into my eyes, what have I become
There's no going back, I can't make things undone
Not learning from mistakes and even if I did
I'd just still fuck it up again and again
Constant pressure, constant failure
Look into my eyes and tell me what you see
I could've, would've, should've done things differently
Can't live up to expectations even if they're low
I've let everyone down, including myself
Constant pressure, constant failure
Don't tell me to man up, own up, step up and buck up when all I do is fuck up
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Hunting Rifle
02:05
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A hunting rifle blast
Echoes through the woods
No sign of fallen prey
No sign of fallen prey
A strong and silent man
Never seen again
Life comes to an end
Life comes to an end
By hunting rifle
Solitude, cabin fever
In the wake of rural decay
No room for northern man
No room for northern man
The final hunt
Gun turned to oneself
Life comes to an end
Life comes to an end
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Bruised Male Ego
01:38
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Big man, hard and though
You don't miss an opportunity to prove yourself
Surviving on the image of male supremacy
Beneath the surface there's nothing to show
Bruised male ego
Violent reaction
Bruised male ego
A fragile construction built on the idea
of standing your ground emotionally distant
Easily crumbled, and your true, vulnerable self is shown
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Another Problem
01:31
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Sorted out in the first years of school
Those who performs and those who don't
You will never be a full member of society
You're just another dumb kid and another fucking problem
In their eyes - you're nothing but a problem, another fucking problem
Grown up, you're the one to blame
Never given a chance, stigmatized, ostracized
You weren't given nothing but the cold hand from society
Doomed to be an outcast and another fucking problem
You will always be another fucking problem
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Sacrificed Pawn
02:10
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Applied to provide for your family
Never reflected upon your role
You've got your income, a steady job
What could possibly go wrong?
Deceived of your importance
Treated like a dog
Felt like a king but became a sacrificed pawn
Once full of life and now nothing remains
An empty shell of yourself, another casualty
The call was never yours but you took the consequence
You're just a statistic soon to be forgotten
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